Still not feeling it.

Got a new keyboard so I can type easier from my phone.

I'm still not feeling so great. Not as bad as yesterday, but still not good. I don't even know what's wrong. I have bodyaches. I have the runs. I'm also exceptionally tired. Oh well.

I reconnected with an old friend from childhood via Facebook. He seems to be doing well, and I'm glad. He was very embracing about my lifestyle. Sounds like I'm living something so different from others. Not so.

I'm in the lead for the contest, but not so much. Today is the final day for voting. Lets hope it stays that way until 11:59pm. Literally.

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Another training

I found a phone app from which to blog from. I should be paying attention to the training going on around me, but he should have made effort in being interesting.

I feel sick. Nausia. Bodyaches. No bueno.

OH! I submitted lyrics for this American Idol contest and have been selected into the top three! People vote online and I'm in the lead!

www.americanidol.com/perfect_harmony

So vote my silent readers! I'm the first options of lyrics. :)

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Wednesday

I didn't know what else to name this entry. Yesterday was an interesting day. It ended in good sex and television so why complain?

A lot of friends are in college and are about to graduate. It has me thinking about my future. I want to finish what I started years ago. I want to break out of the habit of leaving projects hanging. I know I'm not the only one with the problem, but I need to rectify mine. Just for the sake of fame.

So what does that mean for me? That means paying past loans on time. That means paperwork and money. Sounds like my job. It also will lead to headaches via papers/assignments and lack of sleep from overnight studying. Also, weekly modules via the beauty of experiential education. I think I can dish it though.

It might also mean new reading material and in-class debating. It always sounded right for me, but it didn't feel so. I guess that's no longer the case. I can tell from my spelling lately that I need to do something about my education. I cannot call myself a writer and never expand my knowledge of the English language--or any topic.

It seems that there is one person reading out there! Thanks Crystal. You're always appreciated.

Why do distractions conveniently occur when my boss isn't around?

No distractions

I'm at work. I'm not supposed to get myself distracted. My boss called to tell me she's running late. Distractions pursued. Now what? I decided to come on here because I been physically writing in my journal. It feels pretty good to express certain thoughts there. Some things are meant to be private, even if it's a senseless ramble. If you're a writer, it's comforting having the option.

I been thinking a lot lately about performing and what that means to me. Sounds like a gay school assignment, but it's long overdue. I'm always day dreaming and drooling over wanting to be known for performing what I write, or just writing itself, but I've done nothing to make this reality. I'm pretty tired of struggling fiscally, but who isn't nowadays? Still, it's not something I'm prepared to do the rest of my life. Okay, I got deep.

I've also been thinking about my writing. I think it has changed and matured alongside with me, but I want to explore my talents further. I guess that's why I've been writing every chance I get. Practice makes perfect. Also, I know I'm not limited to poetry. Lyrics are fun. Stories take you places.

I had an energy drink this morning, can't you tell? This energy was all for work, but I'm using it here. For my blog with no readers. I can't wait for the day something clicks into focus, but I don't expect it to come easy.

I'm going to work. Hard.